today with mel was good for my soul (: hahaha. alot of excessive splurging. meehehehe. lovely lovely jap food, gorgeous bangle, mascara, dvds, nails & books. but most of all, the most soothing of it all was the heart-to-heart talk. over the years, esp the past two, she has got me like no one has :p haha. it feels really good that we understand each other the way we do. i think i'll be in total hell when mel goes off to michigan ): no more late night calls, at 3, 4am. no more nonsense roamings around orchard. no more moanings and whinings to each other. for a very very long time -.- gahhhh. its times like these i really can't bear to leave spore.

have fun in chiang rai darling (: love you mucho & do take care k. come back safe & sound. smirks (if u get the pun)

how fast time will fly. how fast it'll be here. and yet we wish it moves faster and slower at the same time.

hopefully i'll be busy enough tmr. still got packing, driving, shopping, delivering & reading to do. which will keep me away from more delusional/dis-illusioned/nonsense ramblings here. plus allow me to retain some skin on my fingers & feet. sadness makes me ramble, spend alot, cut skin & eat alot -.-

i'm feeling rather proud of myself (: ahahaha. i've managed to finish like 2 books in a week. whoopeee. i haven't read books in ages. haven't had the time nor energy. haha. and now i finally have all the time and energy in the world to read. and it feels quite good actually. now all i need to do is get the bloody money off my hands -.-

off to osaka and kyoto on thurs night (: will be back next weds. usual thing, phone's on roaming. sms me anything. i'll check my email only once in awhile though. AND SENTIO PARTY ON 7TH JULY 6PM AT MY HOUSE K! i think we'll get to see fireworks, the nat day rehearsals and all (:

its pouring outside now! a lovely day, a cold rainy night = a perfect perfect day (: